I don't live in Brooklyn

it takes me such a long time to get dressed!

what should I wear?

dislodge me

and i'm angry enough to write in my live journal about it!

(my boyfriend sayid, not a real person)

(naveen andrews is fine)

how to make spells
how to make spells
how to make...



(your first naming, your first name,
your first word.)

OMIGOSHOMIGOSHOMIGOSH


HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm at cappa's house currently. cappa meaning leigh cappa, meaning cappabianca. i'm so excited. this is my first day off EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR


k so... family... is like so oooosooOOoOoOOOoOOOOOO COMPLEATLY AWSOME. except YOU LOSERS NEVER WRITE ME LETTERS. let me remind you:


paige zokeiyzokm
camp family
223 low road
sharon CT
06069


K?


K!


leigh and i are going to go be cool without you




AHGYGAHEAHGLH~

(like I have any, lol)

Anyway, I'm just letting everyone know, that as a result of a conversation I had with Min while we when we were walking to english today, this journal is now going to be FRIENDS ONLY. Ya, yeh heard me, so if you're not on the list, you get nOOTHIN'. Noothin. So, if you're stalking me and would like to continue, I'm afraid you're going to have to become a lot more clever than you are.

...Or you could just introduce yourself.

Woo, so everyone who doesn't have a name is gonna have to get one or not read!!

ok I just heard this...


So there's this geni, and she's in this lamp, and these 3 guys come up and she's all... Let me out, let me out! So they let her out, and she's says, Alright, I'll grant you all one wish! They're all happy. This first guy says, "I want to be twice as smart as I am right now!!!" so she's all, you're sure that's what you want?? and he's all excited, he says YES OF COURSE, and so *poof* he starts reciting shakespere. The second guy gets kind of mad, and he's like... "Well I want to be THREEE TIMES as smart as HIM!" He points to his friend. OK, says the geni, and *poof* he starts recieting mathimatical equations. The last guy looks kind of ticked at both of them, but then he smiles, points to the second guy, and says... "Well I want to be FIVE times as smart as him!!" Are you sure, asks the geni? He nods smuggly, and *poof* she turns him into a women.


AHHEHEHEHEHHE

ironic how this still kinda fits

I wrote this when I was 12..

~~~

Here are ten kinds of people I will never, ever marry:

1. Cat haters.
2. People that think being a author is a wast of time.
3. Homophobics.
4. People that throw rocks at children.
5. People that only marry me for my looks and... stuff.
6. Rasicts.
7. Selfish people, that think that just because I am
felmale, I am forced to feed them. (CUZ IM NOT FUCKERS)
8. Really, really, really, really, christain people.*
9. People that marry me for money, my brother, or other
things that have nothing to do with me.
10. People that judge other people by the way they look.

~~~

*I probabaly meant fundimentalists.


Hah...

Dammit you stupid little cunt, just stop talking. Talk and shit comes out of your mouth. Talk and people will hate you. Shut up! Don't walk over to girls who don't like you, don't stand around, hoping to catch a fragment of their convensation, don't take something just because you want it badly. It's called s-e-l-f-c-o-n-t-r-o-l, you ulgy dyke. I'm sick of your shit. I'm sick of your empty words that don't mean anything to anyone, not even to you. I'm so sick of you treating your life like it's a little paper doll, and like your looking through catolouges trying to see what looks the best. You're so fucking empty it makes me sick. Don't look at other peoples lives, don't judge them and pick the best one, don't try it on for yourself. You are you. You are only you. You are fucking empty.

talking so loud
I can't hear your (((heart)))

Stupid bitch.

Ashitaka, can you save the girl you love?

it got cut from the movie---> no, I can't, she doesn't want me and she doesn't like me, and she rather let her lungs fill up with poison then let my arms pull her above the surface and kiss her and save her life.

Who do you think you are?

Um, someone save me??

Noooo I don't need saving.

It's fun to write random shit in here.

Actually, it's not really fun at all. See, I just say it's fun cause it's waht I do. I don't do anything else. Hey, I can't write about my life, that would bore the shit out of everyone. This is my life, in case you care: I go to school. I come home. I go on the computer and stare at people's sns for a while. They usually don't im me. Then I sleep. Sometimes I update this journal. I obsess over straight girls.

That is my LIFE!

Who do you think you are?

weeee sorry for updating so much lolol i can't help it forgive me

DiamondTook7: sew a pie ok??
bacteriahandsoap: ok
bacteriahandsoap: cocolate
bacteriahandsoap: chocolate
DiamondTook7: ok
DiamondTook7: cocolate
DiamondTook7: lolol
bacteriahandsoap: lol hey shut it

DiamondTook7: yark... it's thursday
DiamondTook7: you know what that means...
bacteriahandsoap: camp tommorow.concert tonight........?
DiamondTook7: ...
DiamondTook7: camp??
DiamondTook7: concert!
DiamondTook7: no
DiamondTook7: v.v it means nothing
bacteriahandsoap: oh thay sux
DiamondTook7: yeah...
DiamondTook7: what does it mean for you
bacteriahandsoap: consert for band tonight and camp tomorow lol
DiamondTook7: camp??
bacteriahandsoap: yeah i workin there cuz its winter weekend im helping out
DiamondTook7: what!!
DiamondTook7: i wanna go
DiamondTook7: :-(
bacteriahandsoap: email or call anne and tim
DiamondTook7: umm ok
bacteriahandsoap: call them cuz that way you wont have to wait for a respionce
bacteriahandsoap: have you sent your form for stafff in
bacteriahandsoap: ?
bacteriahandsoap: brb
DiamondTook7: not yet i will
DiamondTook7: k
bacteriahandsoap: ill make a cool away message just for you too
DiamondTook7: lol
(we have an inside joke that she has boring away messages)

ahhh!! silver lake, I didin't know they were having a thing this weekend!!! I WANT TO GOOOO!!! And Leigh's going so taht will be cool to see her, ah I want to go so bad!!! AHHHH!!!! omg... omGOD... God, God camp!!! EHehEHHEHHHEHehHEhEHEHHEhEHhHEhEHHEHE damn silver lake I fucking want to make love to that place hehehehehEHhehehheh SO HYPER I am going to have to BEG MY MOM TO DEATH FOR HER TO TAKE ME!!!!!! She's getting a new car tonight, a sexy little black mazzda 6, I'll just say... well don't you want to get used to driving your new car? a two hour drive could help that... AHHH I HOPE SHE SAYS YES I NEEEEDDD TO GOOOO I HAVE TO GOOOO AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

funny how happy one little silly thing makes me.

Lisa Loeb!

Is LOVELY, and I'm going to see her at the iron horse next MARCH!!! Yayayaya!! I'm going to see Erin Mckeown the end of December (this month! wow, that's pretty soon!), Lisa in March, then Catie Curtis in April!!! YAY AND THAT'S NOT EVEN ALL THE CONCERTS THEY'RE GONNA HAVE THERE YET... wowowowoowowowowowowow

I thought I'd live forever, now I'm not so sure
You try to tell me that I'm clever,
But that won't take me anyhow
Or anywhere...

LISA LOEB!!! OH MY GOD she is beautiful, holy crap, if you watch her video you will just... stare... at her... lovliness... ahhh!!

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D Happy happines!

wwww.lisaloeb.com

watch her music videos

:p

SirHeph: YOU BLOW AT GERMAN

Auto response from DiamondTook7: Wir haben angst und sind alein
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Leave one.

SirHeph: wir haben Angst und sind allein
SirHeph: Gott weiss ich will kein Engle sein
SirHeph: ...*Engel
SirHeph: You missed the capitals.
SirHeph: And an 'l' in allein.

Ok, so I'm talking to mike, and it's seriously freaking me out. Mike is like what... 17? 18? But he never seemed that much older than me... Just since I've known him forever. I haven't talked to him in a couple of months. And now he's spitting all these massive paragraphs, with words I need to look up in the dictionary, and I can't think of anything to say back to him. GOD I HATE BEING LIKE THIS... Like this... sooo not being able to have a conversation with really smart people. I like really smart people a lot. They're just absoloutly FASCINATING, there's just one problem, they don't really want to talk to me. Argh. Again with the wishing and wanting and IDLING. That's right. Idling, like a big fat fUckInG SUV. Feh.

I'm madly in love with Jill Sobule

MADly

From her:

I caught you watching me
You thought I didn't see
By the way that you stared
I know there's something there
Your smile sometimes shows
What you don't want me to know
There's a warmth inside your hide (I can feel)
That would start a flame
Your little secret stays with me (don't you know)
I'll never give it away

Oh you're too cool to fall in love
You're too cool to fall in love
Only fools have open hearts
You're too cool

So distant, so free
Pretending mystery
Calculating every move
Tell me what you got to prove
It doesn't matter what we do (no one cares)
So why you are still playing safe
And don't you know I would give my heart and soul
I'm not the one who's afraid

_-_

OH MY GOD make it stop it's to wonderfulllll...

All her CDs have a different... somthing. I dont know. They're all bitter in some way, probably Happy Town more than the others, some of them feel more folky than others... Her first CDs feels almost popy... only not. Different. Like... If you just heard the music you might not realize it's wonderful, but then you read the words and it's like fucking wOaH. Then her self titled album is like... Happy... ish.. Nice. Dreamy. Or I dono, that's not the right word. It kind of makes me sad that her hit was just a hit cause it was about lesbians... Oh well, I guess if she never wrote that song I never would have heard about her anyway, so it's ok. You know... 'I kissed a girlll!!!!!'

Her songs just ROCK my world......... ROCKKaZor!!!!! I neeeed more of her CDs, purr, I kissed a girl.

And I may do it again..

;D

I broke my bridge today. :( I hit it on a table. :( Dammit my dad is going to disect me. :( :( :(

Rachel and me::!!


billsgirl114: holy hell what if the showvanistic pig is there
DiamondTook7: ummm
DiamondTook7: we KILL HIM
DiamondTook7: WITH FORKS
billsgirl114: yes after we play with him
billsgirl114: and cheese sauce
DiamondTook7: o.o
DiamondTook7: not
DiamondTook7: *no
DiamondTook7: death to him
DiamondTook7: NOW
billsgirl114: we'll kill him w/ forks and cheese sauce
DiamondTook7: lol
DiamondTook7: sounds good
billsgirl114: its a plan
billsgirl114: *puts on summer shedule* kill Jacob
DiamondTook7: lol
billsgirl114: *runs hands together sinisterly*
billsgirl114: ah ha ha
DiamondTook7: lolol
DiamondTook7: i love you
billsgirl114: i love u more


Oook so in the past two days soooo many things relating to silver lake have happened, it's weird.... GOD I MISS THAT PLACE... First my mom's randomly starts asking me all these questions about slcc and she's all... "Hey let's fill out your application tomorrow ok??" and then I was cleaning my room and I found all this stuff from when I was really little and I went to camp, and I had this notebook and it was like... "I am at camp now its relly fun and I met som gret friends one named kristy and..." (haha I'm a dork) and then Heni called compleatly out of the blue (dammmmmit she's not going to be there next summer), and then Leigh stated talking to me on aim and she was being really nice and she kept saying stuff and it made me happy, and she yelled at me to fill out my staff application, and NOW rachel's talking to me, also yelling to fill out my application, and plotting to kill stupid people with me, it's a lot of fun, OOOOH yeah also I forgot, last night that girl Megan who was on family last year got my sn from Leigh and SHE started talking to me, lololol.. OH MAN I WANT TO BE AT SILVER LAKE RIGHT NOW........!!!

v.v

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